Having a bad day, or may I say a bad week, I just couldn’t stop myself from crying and swearing. And then after a long chat with a friend this afternoon, a very good guy, I came to realize that it is my time now to get up on my feet again, finding a new path, one fresh start.
All my life, I know I did good things, bad things. See, I’m no slut, yet I’m not an angel, if you know what I’m saying. And I might have done real bad from time to time, but hey, that’s a part of being human.
So here I am, trying to stand with my head up high again. Trying to forgive, not to forget. And I don’t need no regrets. At all. I have a life, no not just a life, I’m living a good one, that is why I have to stop whining and complaining about a single thing. Just like my tag on plurk, I’m living life to the fullest. I deserve better, I can do better, and I will. The hell I will!
Oh wow, looking back now, I can’t help not to laugh. I mean, seriously, what was I thinking? Doing what I’ve been doing, I must be nuts hoping that I’d easily walk away. Yes, the anger, and my sadness, they will still be there for the rest of my life, perhaps. I will never give up, though. I’m not a person who gives up on things just because it seems to be a hard way. No, I’m not that kind of person.
You can’t beat me. Nobody can. I am so moving on.
ck ck ck ……yo wes mbok sing sabar yo *HUGS*
*cium-ciumin simbok*
congratulations Mbok Ve! It always good to see people moving on.. especially someone that [I think] I know..
Allah creates problem to make us stronger and wiser!
One level up for Mbok Ve! [joget pisang] hi3!
sabar mbok….
*peluk-peluk simbok*
life is full of ups and downs. what’s not kill you will make you stronger
Ikut smangat buat moving on
Thx mbok
Yep… That’s the spirit, dear……
Let’s take life as it comes….. do what you have to do, don’t do what you don’t need; and say it with me this shout to life, “Is that your best shot ?”
So here you are, trying to stand with your head up high again….
buat si mbok yg tangguh,no one can stop u,smangat mbok
(doh) basa inggris….ga ngerti2 saya
semoga nyambung kalo saya bilang: simbok itu kuat, sangat kuat menghadapi apapun
**buka google translator**
Bad things makes us ‘whole’, you are rolling now mbok? As a ‘whole’?
*happy for you*
waduh..emang kudu pake google translt nih,hehehe
gembeng ah! *hugs simbok
yeah. none to beat you. and what to beat ya is really for ???
*halah*
Keep fighting… Bu…
the final one? let see then mbok
tetep semangat mb ok
aha! what an early start.. it sounds like ‘a new year resolution’ hehe.. I know it’s not easy to wake up, to get up, to move on, to move forward.. but I believe you’re gonna make it.. yes you will..
cep cep mbok, u can cry with me
having shoulder to cry on always heals the wound
lucky u, mbok and chin up please
*peluk simboknya*
sabar mbok…
jangan nangis…
‘ciL ngga papa kok…
*he??*
Sabar aja mbok ya…
*pura-pura ngerti apa arti postingan ituh*
ahh… simbok, kenapa dari tadi postingannya mellow semua yak?
jakarta jadi mendadak mendung nih, mbok… *lebay*
*peluk simbok, kali ini ga kenceng2 kok
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A ship is not made for just docking in.. it is meant to conquer high seas and tall wave.. so be it! – sometime a tough luck is all needed to ignite a new spark of enthusiasm in life.. to break out from misery and turning it to achievements.. which I am sure within days or weeks to come.. you may as well be cruising againi in full speed – ahoooy!
*pelukpeluk simbok*
love this magnificent woman
I heard the word “revenge” whisper in my ears
Yay!!
Listen to Father and Son song, dear. I like this part:
“take your time, think a lot, think of everything you’ve got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.”
I always know you are strong. you taught me to but still I am not strong enough..
What doesn’t kill you makes you strong, but it hurts like shit ((=
That’s why, feel the anguish, bathe in it, lavish in. Feel it flows into your blood, pouring in to every mili-nano part of your body. Remember the pain, memorize the agony, dwell in it. For a while. Yet, emblazon it deeply to your brain, heart, and soul.
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So you won’t fall into the same shit no more.
Nil Bastardi Carborundum! Yay!
U stronger than u ever though… BELIEVE that!
Trying to forgive, not to forget,
it’s enoughf for happiness, for smiling again